![]() I know we’ve only said like two words to each other, but for what it’s worth, I think you’re one of the coolest people I’ve ever met. We never had any conversations at all.Ī while after I had been out of school, I got a message from the guy on facebook that read, “Hey. We had only introduced ourselves and seen each other around. There were a few people that I missed and I wished I could’ve stayed in touch with, but that guy. He lived on the same floor as me, so I would regularly pass by his dorm room and I only know it was his room because he and his roommates always had their door propped wide open and he sat at the table that was right in front of their door.Īfter meeting him and having been in the same class for a bit, he sent me a friend request on facebook and I thought, “okay, why not? It’s good to make connections in the art world” so I accepted his request and that was that.Ībout halfway through the semester, I had finally started making friends, but I got a really, really bad concussion and I had to leave school because of it. At first, I didn’t really think too much about it. off? He seemed nice enough, but I just got a weird vibe from him. One in particular though, was a little different. It was the beginning of my second semester, so I was attending new classes and meeting a lot of new classmates. It didn’t bother me too much because I mostly kept to myself and stayed in my room when I wasn’t in class. I lived on the first floor of the housing with three other girls, but mostly everyone else on our floor were guys. I was attending school in a different city and I was dorming in the freshman hall, even though I was technically a junior, due to transferring from a previous college, I was setback quite a bit. Okay so, this happened roughly around two years ago. I guess if anyone wants to ramble about Eddie with me my DM's or ask box are open □ it sucks cause i had a really long haul of chatting about media with him and we'd throw fic ideas back and forth and write AU's togeth #but there were also shitty things he did that i can't get over #knowing he likes Eddie so much and me getting into the vibe and liking Eddie too amidst all this just amplifies the emotions i guess #idk. tbf they haven't explicitly cut me off yet but after how they treated a mutual friend #and some other knit picks that I've discovered other friends have had with him i just dont really want to chat with him anymore #he's the one that rewrote one of my cathartic character death fics and then posted it without my permission #and apparently he's done pretty much the same thing for everyone else who walked away after this fall out #he told two others that he'd adopt their characters and 'treat them right' since we all wrote somewhat dark stuff #so he kinda killed all three of our desires to write or share our writing with him #plus there was a lot of religious guilt tripping he did a couple years ago that triggered the hell out of me #idk. ![]() i dont have any current books on the kindle i have rn #and no physical book in my bag #i guess I need to go look at my book shelf but i dont know what to grab next #i guess i have book one of the dreamer trilogy that i haven't touched her yet #kee speaks #I'm kinda struggling this morning fam #i lost a friend recently (not lost as in died but lost as in there was a falling out and i kinda had to chose sides) #and before the falling out they had been so excited for me to watch str/ang/er thi/ngs 4 since i watched it late #and they absolutely loved Eddie #which at the time the pics they were showing me of him were absolutely terrible and I got creeper vibes off of him so i was like okaay dude #but now after watching the entire season i do love him but don't feel like i can talk to that friend anymore and it sucks #it's been a long time since ive lost a friend #most of the time for me it's just that we stopped talking as often and it just peters out #but this was a lot more sudden. #i am between books right now #dont have one currently on the go because I finished MB and then read Rabbits on vacation #and even though I'm slow as balls when it comes to reading i feel lost lol #I'm packing my lunch kit and realized.
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